[nitroussuprarola]

o sorry...but i dont' know about my crew any more... im getting a lof of sh*t talk and etc about my crew and that im a noob and i just wont even try if people that i ask kindly of to try to consider joining and all they say is...dude, im ignoring u and u don't even stand a chance so stfu...u know things like that, and im just like...fine then if these people can' even say no thanks or sumthing like that that's pretty sad, and i think if not even one elite player has the confidence to join and at least stay for one session i dont' think i would be able to pull this off to beat kronic_krew's record

i was fortunate enough to have people such as G_I_JOE to join and FreshExP and jedimindtricks and cav's mr_burnout and kobra for hanging in there and staying with me the whole session and leaving top crews to join mines

i need trust and im not getting that and i think im beginning to loose it becuase im trying to help BB4L2 this session and other crews so that they can be boosted up in rankings...and i have been helping other crews two sessions in a row already, all i ask is that people consider my crew, i want to lead a top crew, and yeah it's ez for other people to say no, but people like Noethx are morale boosting for saying things like what he posted..and that's what keeps me going

thanks